I am starting a new job selling video emails for Companyflix that you can put in emails, webpages, blogs, facebook, twitter and Youtube.
I started laughing as I was medicating and I thought that everything was going to work out just fine. Doing this job is sales therapy! LOL
So I googled sales therapy and a bunch of interesting things came up. The internet is so powerful! Or the world wide web as Bill Clinton refers to it and his daughter Chelsea made fun of that with CGI assembly. And Hillary Clinton issued a statement of regret about mental patients being given gonorrhea or syphillis when they left the hospital.
You have to research to make sure that things have not been thought up by other people before.
I am going to be researching Buddhism.
My sister Donajean is back in jail. She is a dual diagnosis schizophrenic. I feel so badly for her.
Joey I'm Not Angry Anymore by Concrete Blonde
Facebook trains you to blog.
Research Regression Therapy.
I was breathing with my hands over my mouth and saying ohmmmm.
Working from home is a journey for sure. You have to be disciplined.
I mean, I get lonely at home anyways. And I don't want to see people sometimes. I have PTSD, SAD as well as bipolar.
I have fibromyalgia, psoriasis and unilateral hearing.
So, I am semi-disabled and probably semi-disciplined as well.
I ate a medicated brownie, well actually two, and i am really feeling relaxed in my body, which is helping my chronic pain. I love medical cannabis. Drug or medicine? Or both? Is there a difference?
I don't know. Am I semi-disabled? I suppose so.
Friday, February 8, 2013
Does Lithium Cause Tooth Decay?
I was so excited last night about my blog and about selling video emails that I couldn't sleep last night. In addition to the stress of taxes and losing my tutoring job because there are not enough students. There is always fear when we step out into the great unknown.
I've had writer's block for a while, well, as far as blogging and working on my novel. I do not have a problem writing emails but, for instance, I haven't even felt like posting on Facebook. Does Facebook make everyone a writer?
I remember this man I saw for a while and he ended up committing arson for a second time. He was also married. He was very uneducated and the teacher in me couldn't stand the misspellings in his emails. After he got out of prison, he tried to contact me again, not knowing that I knew he had committed arson, stolen from his grandmother 20k and was abusive to a miniature donkey.
It makes me sad and scared to have been around a person like him.
A man can cause tooth decay who is abusive towards you because you don't want to take care of basic hygiene when you are being battered.
I've had writer's block for a while, well, as far as blogging and working on my novel. I do not have a problem writing emails but, for instance, I haven't even felt like posting on Facebook. Does Facebook make everyone a writer?
I remember this man I saw for a while and he ended up committing arson for a second time. He was also married. He was very uneducated and the teacher in me couldn't stand the misspellings in his emails. After he got out of prison, he tried to contact me again, not knowing that I knew he had committed arson, stolen from his grandmother 20k and was abusive to a miniature donkey.
It makes me sad and scared to have been around a person like him.
A man can cause tooth decay who is abusive towards you because you don't want to take care of basic hygiene when you are being battered.
Does Lithium Cause Tooth Decay
Sometimes, we miss other people. It is hard to realize that you may never see a certain person again in this lifetime. I think about that alot, the people who have come and gone in my life.
There are certain things with bipolar disorder that you just have to live with. I think it is important to realize just exactly what the word disabled means. When I resigned from teaching, the California State Teachers' Retirement System found me semi-disabled, semi-permanent and semi-retired. I had to figure out exactly for myself what this meant. I think it means that I can still work, just not really full time teaching again. It is like losing a person in your life, to lose a career path. Seeds of what you learned and how you performed at school and work, follow you your entire life. It is possible that a life path is bending and turning in a new direction but who you are in the core of your being remains the same. All life is valuable.
There are certain things with bipolar disorder that you just have to live with. I think it is important to realize just exactly what the word disabled means. When I resigned from teaching, the California State Teachers' Retirement System found me semi-disabled, semi-permanent and semi-retired. I had to figure out exactly for myself what this meant. I think it means that I can still work, just not really full time teaching again. It is like losing a person in your life, to lose a career path. Seeds of what you learned and how you performed at school and work, follow you your entire life. It is possible that a life path is bending and turning in a new direction but who you are in the core of your being remains the same. All life is valuable.
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Does lithium cause tooth decay?
Happy Halloween 2012! I have been reminiscing and woke up at noon, couldn't fall asleep til 4 am, i then took my zyprexa (i had forgotten because of a late text by matt at 10:20.) AND a trazedone. I hate the way trazedone makes me feel, but the last two out of three nights, I have taken it.
I kept thinking about my recent ex Jay,. . .
I couldn't turn my mind off. Finally, around three am I took the zyprexa and trazedone. I had taken my lithium earlier in the day.
My daughter wants to go on fan fiction right now and wants to kick me off of the computer.
I love my computer. Good baby, don't crash.
I kept thinking about my recent ex Jay,. . .
I couldn't turn my mind off. Finally, around three am I took the zyprexa and trazedone. I had taken my lithium earlier in the day.
My daughter wants to go on fan fiction right now and wants to kick me off of the computer.
I love my computer. Good baby, don't crash.
Sunday, October 14, 2012
A blog brainstorming:
Does marijuana cause tooth decay?
Y.T> The Killers Read my Mind
I want to help the mental health sufferer. Does Jesus have the keys to hell, death and insanity?
The bipolar sufferer can be symptomatic with hyper religiosity.
Isn’t a blog your autobiography?
What’s the difference between a web log and an email? Cartomancy is like reading tarot but with no major arcane, 52 cards instead of the 77 in tarot.
My best friend, her name is Amy like mine, but she is 54 years old.
She is going to go through the trauma survivor peer support volunteer training with Project ABLE ( A Better Life Experience).
I went through the training a year ago and just got my first person I am mentoring, N.
N is very sweet and we have met for coffee at the Ike Box.
In a little while I am meeting my grower in Albany to pick up my medical marijuana. My daughter Rachel is going to drive me.
Yeah, I love life. I’m in recovery from being traumatized. That’s why I volunteer to help others.
I have another blogspot for todaysgrowthconsultant.com on blogspot. I want to make MentalHealthDepot.com an authority website.
YT Queen: the Greatest Hits. Funny! Queen reminds me of my second husband Michael. He is a major asshole.
I’m going tell my grower John that marijuana affects the prefrontal cortex of the brain, the seat of creativity. It makes you more creative. Also, marijuana stops the proliferation of cancer cells. Proven.
End Marijuana Prohibition, Vote Yes M80 Oregon!
I’m doing better. Rachel says I don’t even snore anymore!
Write down your dreams and visualize them coming true.
Online predators and the serene and confident you.
Like mother like daughter
The Cranberries, Zombie Phil, and Animal Instinct CPS Cali.
They’re fighting in your head….
Tarot Reading 10.1.12...
RESOURCES FOR PEER SUPPORT
NAMI Continuing Education:
Portland Hearing Voices
www.portlandhearingvoices.net
Mental Health America of Oregon
www.mhaoforegon.org
US Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration
www.samhsa.gov/recovery
Dual Diagnosis of Oregon, Inc
www.ddaoforegon.com
National Empowerment Center
www.power2u.org
Empowerment Initiatives
www.chooseempowerment.com
Power-Under: Trauma and Nonviolent Social Change
www.gis.net/-swineman
State of Oregon: Addictions and Mental Health Division
http://cms.oregon.gove/oha/amh/Pages/mentalhealth.aspx
Project ABEL, Inc.
Hyyp://projectableonline.com
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Does Lithium Cause Tooth Decay?
I haven't blogged since 11/2011. It has been almost a year and 374 people have viewed my blog. Did they walk away with anything? How can I account for my last year of non-blogging. I am sorry if you thought I was dead, in the jail or in the mental hospital. I was not. I haven't been to jail since 8.25.2011 or the mental hospital since 2.4.2011.
I have been talking to treasure4bay for a year now as well. Time flies. Each little step we take we gather perspective. You're not weird, you're an innovator! I think I will say something on Facebook. I don't do that as frequently anymore since the FBI investigated my posts. Post 9-11, now that was scary!
I suffer from systems trauma, fear of jails and institutions. I have social anxiety. I don't even want to post on Facebook anymore like I used to. I have had to keep working and drive it back to the place of the blog. The social media are difficult for sufferers of mental health disorders to navigate through.
I remember when I was going through the California State Child Protective Services, that we had the working changed in a legal document in family law from "mental illness" to "mental disorders."
Isn't it exciting when you get a text? That's what all these commercials about taking the pledge not to text while you drive are on. You have to deny your impulse and control it Not to text while driving.
A blog brainstorming:
Does marijuana cause tooth decay?
Y.T> The Killers Read my Mind
I want to help the mental health sufferer. Does Jesus have the keys to hell, death and insanity?
The bipolar sufferer can be symptomatic with hyper religiosity.
Isn’t a blog your autobiography?
What’s the difference between a web log and an email? Cartomancy is like reading tarot but with no major arcane, 52 cards instead of the 77 in tarot.
My best friend, her name is Amy like mine, but she is 54 years old.
She is going to go through the trauma survivor peer support volunteer training with Project ABLE ( A Better Life Experience).
I went through the training a year ago and just got my first person I am mentoring, N.
N is very sweet and we have met for coffee at the Ike Box.
In a little while I am meeting my grower in Albany to pick up my medical marijuana. My daughter Rachel is going to drive me.
Yeah, I love life. I’m in recovery from being traumatized. That’s why I volunteer to help others.
I have another blogspot for todaysgrowthconsultant.com on blogspot. I want to make MentalHealthDepot.com an authority website.
YT Queen: the Greatest Hits. Funny! Queen reminds me of my second husband Michael. He is a major asshole.
I’m going tell my grower John that marijuana affects the prefrontal cortex of the brain, the seat of creativity. It makes you more creative. Also, marijuana stops the proliferation of cancer cells. Proven.
End Marijuana Prohibition, Vote Yes M80 Oregon!
I’m doing better. Rachel says I don’t even snore anymore!
Write down your dreams and visualize them coming true.
Online predators and the serene and confident you.
Like mother like daughter
The Cranberries, Zombie Phil, and Animal Instinct CPS Cali.
They’re fighting in your head….
Tarot Reading 10.1.12...
take time to more clearly define things.
RESOURCES FOR PEER SUPPORT
NAMI Continuing Education:
Portland Hearing Voices
www.portlandhearingvoices.net
Mental Health America of Oregon
www.mhaoforegon.org
US Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration
www.samhsa.gov/recovery
Dual Diagnosis of Oregon, Inc
www.ddaoforegon.com
National Empowerment Center
www.power2u.org
Empowerment Initiatives
www.chooseempowerment.com
Power-Under: Trauma and Nonviolent Social Change
www.gis.net/-swineman
State of Oregon: Addictions and Mental Health Division
http://cms.oregon.gove/oha/amh/Pages/mentalhealth.aspx
Project ABEL, Inc.
Hyyp://projectableonline.com
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