311 beautiful disaster...
My daughter, Rachel and I just got back from grocery shopping at Winco. I am really going to miss Rachel when she moves out after graduation.
I worry about my budget a lot. Last night my mom said that they should have online sudoku. I am sure they already do. But, she was getting excited about technology.
Now I have five dollars a day for milk and bread until Saturday because I just spent 78$ at Winco. It is not easy being a single parent. Me and Rachel make up the menu for the week.
I want to relax and watch some Netflix. As long as we have enough for food, we are alright. I wonder what it will be like without Rachel here, without her helping with the groceries. I will miss her.
Monday, February 11, 2013
Saturday, February 9, 2013
RESEARCH
Maybe it's already out there and it's already been done! Maybe others have been through what you are experiencing.Use the blog as a tool to organize your novel.eBook. This is my eBook and I am practicing my craft and getting better at it.
Corey said today that he would just pull out a map and go to a nearby town just to check it out. I would like to do that with my teens Rachel and Jacob.]
Hello, my name is Amy and I am formally introducing myself. Write as though your life depend upon it.
This is your accountabilitiy referral system and it's a cashless system. Satan has one thousand years to reign. And then it's over. Welcome to the Second Coming. Ha ha that' makes me think of Ghost Busters! lmao!
Technology is Powerful but last time I checked computers couldn't breathe. haha that's funny too! that makes me think of Terminator and Arnold Schwarzenegger! lol
Lou and Val are PLANNING on retiring in Oregon in 2-5 years.
I don't need to write to Jason. I can write to my online followers ie myself and soon hopefully my family! and then friends!
Do not despise the day of small beginnings. Proverbs.
Both the kids are in the room and I am joining the blogging revolution! I am graduating from facebook. Everyone should weblog.
That's how you transition death and taxes, through your children. Just a thought!
Check your email daily.
All I am saying is maybe it already exists and someone else has thought of that before. AKA you are not alone.
I remember the phone call I got two days after Valentine's Day. It was a recording of potential jurors for my trial.
Enough PTSD flashbacks.
Jacob and Rachel must blog or no allowance!
Corey said today that he would just pull out a map and go to a nearby town just to check it out. I would like to do that with my teens Rachel and Jacob.]
Hello, my name is Amy and I am formally introducing myself. Write as though your life depend upon it.
This is your accountabilitiy referral system and it's a cashless system. Satan has one thousand years to reign. And then it's over. Welcome to the Second Coming. Ha ha that' makes me think of Ghost Busters! lmao!
Technology is Powerful but last time I checked computers couldn't breathe. haha that's funny too! that makes me think of Terminator and Arnold Schwarzenegger! lol
Lou and Val are PLANNING on retiring in Oregon in 2-5 years.
I don't need to write to Jason. I can write to my online followers ie myself and soon hopefully my family! and then friends!
Do not despise the day of small beginnings. Proverbs.
Both the kids are in the room and I am joining the blogging revolution! I am graduating from facebook. Everyone should weblog.
That's how you transition death and taxes, through your children. Just a thought!
Check your email daily.
All I am saying is maybe it already exists and someone else has thought of that before. AKA you are not alone.
I remember the phone call I got two days after Valentine's Day. It was a recording of potential jurors for my trial.
Enough PTSD flashbacks.
Jacob and Rachel must blog or no allowance!
CRYING
I am crying listening to Enya's Caribbean Blue. Life is a struggle. It is opposing energies. The universe started with one atom. Do you believe that?
Do you feel your mother has failed you? Then everyone else is probably failing you too.
The Alan Parsons Project. Eye in the Sky. Do you know how much hell I have been through?
SO, anyways, I started dating this Persian man. He was like, telling me how beautiful I am and calling a few times a day. Now, he has stopped. Very typical of men I have met on Craigslist.
Things Can Only Get Better...Howard Jones! It's amazing how MUSIC AFFECTS THE MOOD!
I'm not looking for anything serious, I simply enjoy dating.
Do I rule out the men who are older and not white on my craigslist search? I don't date outside my race and I don't want a man who is a decade older than me. Been there, done that.
Does it matter if you have followers or not?
Wham! Everything She Wants
Gross! This Tyler guy from Craigslist just said he's always had a fantasy of being with a mother and daughter at the same time. I said "Blech, Bye". So many gross people on the web!
Craigslist dating is harrowing.
"Say a Prayer" Anita Franklin.
Good idea!
Beach Boys, "Wouldn't It Be Nice?" If we were older and I was teaching people how to speaka da English online? What if there is a Greater Purpose or sense of GOOD and belief in a Higher Power? What If I am a Buddhist? What if I am just a Spiritual Being with the Breath of the Holy Spirit inside of me?
I just saw Jamie Foxx and Real Church on Youtube. It was funny.
I don't believe in marriage for me anymore. This is a revelation or spiritual awakening.
California moves WAY faster than Salem, Oregon!.
Information Society: What's on your mind?
Yes, I am psychic and it is a burden and a blessing at the same time. We are all psychic. Psychic comes from the word Psyche and it simply means soul.
Will I find love? Will I make money? Will I be healthy? Will I...
PURE ENERGY!!!
Matter can neither be created nor destroyed. The universe started with a single atom my son told me. We came from Adam/Atom, get it? That's a cute play on words wouldn't you say?\
I am going to pretend that I am writing to Jason.
Dr. Auerbacher said once I started writing I wouldn't be able to stop!
I want to know, what you're thinking. There are somethings you can't hide. I want to know what you're feeling. Tell me what's on your mind?
Poppet...she shmeely shmows fantastic shows! me thinks a piratez afoot...achance, aghast aglow! Doesn't it make you think of Pirates of the Carribean with Johnny Depp.
Fine, you are an artist and writing is your craft!
I am scared of facebook since the FBI knocked on my door.
I'm a writer, what do you think I am doing, I am writing!
PURE ENERGY>>>DESTRUCTION????????????????
oh yeah this song rocks. youtube it right now!!! woo hoo!!!
I am getting the chills!
I am mentoring people and volunteering now. Can you believe that? Maybe we are all famous and important in our own way.
Do you feel your mother has failed you? Then everyone else is probably failing you too.
The Alan Parsons Project. Eye in the Sky. Do you know how much hell I have been through?
SO, anyways, I started dating this Persian man. He was like, telling me how beautiful I am and calling a few times a day. Now, he has stopped. Very typical of men I have met on Craigslist.
Things Can Only Get Better...Howard Jones! It's amazing how MUSIC AFFECTS THE MOOD!
I'm not looking for anything serious, I simply enjoy dating.
Do I rule out the men who are older and not white on my craigslist search? I don't date outside my race and I don't want a man who is a decade older than me. Been there, done that.
Does it matter if you have followers or not?
Wham! Everything She Wants
Gross! This Tyler guy from Craigslist just said he's always had a fantasy of being with a mother and daughter at the same time. I said "Blech, Bye". So many gross people on the web!
Craigslist dating is harrowing.
"Say a Prayer" Anita Franklin.
Good idea!
Beach Boys, "Wouldn't It Be Nice?" If we were older and I was teaching people how to speaka da English online? What if there is a Greater Purpose or sense of GOOD and belief in a Higher Power? What If I am a Buddhist? What if I am just a Spiritual Being with the Breath of the Holy Spirit inside of me?
I just saw Jamie Foxx and Real Church on Youtube. It was funny.
I don't believe in marriage for me anymore. This is a revelation or spiritual awakening.
California moves WAY faster than Salem, Oregon!.
Information Society: What's on your mind?
Yes, I am psychic and it is a burden and a blessing at the same time. We are all psychic. Psychic comes from the word Psyche and it simply means soul.
Will I find love? Will I make money? Will I be healthy? Will I...
PURE ENERGY!!!
Matter can neither be created nor destroyed. The universe started with a single atom my son told me. We came from Adam/Atom, get it? That's a cute play on words wouldn't you say?\
I am going to pretend that I am writing to Jason.
Dr. Auerbacher said once I started writing I wouldn't be able to stop!
I want to know, what you're thinking. There are somethings you can't hide. I want to know what you're feeling. Tell me what's on your mind?
Poppet...she shmeely shmows fantastic shows! me thinks a piratez afoot...achance, aghast aglow! Doesn't it make you think of Pirates of the Carribean with Johnny Depp.
Fine, you are an artist and writing is your craft!
I am scared of facebook since the FBI knocked on my door.
I'm a writer, what do you think I am doing, I am writing!
PURE ENERGY>>>DESTRUCTION????????????????
oh yeah this song rocks. youtube it right now!!! woo hoo!!!
I am getting the chills!
I am mentoring people and volunteering now. Can you believe that? Maybe we are all famous and important in our own way.
Friday, February 8, 2013
Does lithium cause tooth decay? 420
I am starting a new job selling video emails for Companyflix that you can put in emails, webpages, blogs, facebook, twitter and Youtube.
I started laughing as I was medicating and I thought that everything was going to work out just fine. Doing this job is sales therapy! LOL
So I googled sales therapy and a bunch of interesting things came up. The internet is so powerful! Or the world wide web as Bill Clinton refers to it and his daughter Chelsea made fun of that with CGI assembly. And Hillary Clinton issued a statement of regret about mental patients being given gonorrhea or syphillis when they left the hospital.
You have to research to make sure that things have not been thought up by other people before.
I am going to be researching Buddhism.
My sister Donajean is back in jail. She is a dual diagnosis schizophrenic. I feel so badly for her.
Joey I'm Not Angry Anymore by Concrete Blonde
Facebook trains you to blog.
Research Regression Therapy.
I was breathing with my hands over my mouth and saying ohmmmm.
Working from home is a journey for sure. You have to be disciplined.
I mean, I get lonely at home anyways. And I don't want to see people sometimes. I have PTSD, SAD as well as bipolar.
I have fibromyalgia, psoriasis and unilateral hearing.
So, I am semi-disabled and probably semi-disciplined as well.
I ate a medicated brownie, well actually two, and i am really feeling relaxed in my body, which is helping my chronic pain. I love medical cannabis. Drug or medicine? Or both? Is there a difference?
I don't know. Am I semi-disabled? I suppose so.
I started laughing as I was medicating and I thought that everything was going to work out just fine. Doing this job is sales therapy! LOL
So I googled sales therapy and a bunch of interesting things came up. The internet is so powerful! Or the world wide web as Bill Clinton refers to it and his daughter Chelsea made fun of that with CGI assembly. And Hillary Clinton issued a statement of regret about mental patients being given gonorrhea or syphillis when they left the hospital.
You have to research to make sure that things have not been thought up by other people before.
I am going to be researching Buddhism.
My sister Donajean is back in jail. She is a dual diagnosis schizophrenic. I feel so badly for her.
Joey I'm Not Angry Anymore by Concrete Blonde
Facebook trains you to blog.
Research Regression Therapy.
I was breathing with my hands over my mouth and saying ohmmmm.
Working from home is a journey for sure. You have to be disciplined.
I mean, I get lonely at home anyways. And I don't want to see people sometimes. I have PTSD, SAD as well as bipolar.
I have fibromyalgia, psoriasis and unilateral hearing.
So, I am semi-disabled and probably semi-disciplined as well.
I ate a medicated brownie, well actually two, and i am really feeling relaxed in my body, which is helping my chronic pain. I love medical cannabis. Drug or medicine? Or both? Is there a difference?
I don't know. Am I semi-disabled? I suppose so.
Does Lithium Cause Tooth Decay?
I was so excited last night about my blog and about selling video emails that I couldn't sleep last night. In addition to the stress of taxes and losing my tutoring job because there are not enough students. There is always fear when we step out into the great unknown.
I've had writer's block for a while, well, as far as blogging and working on my novel. I do not have a problem writing emails but, for instance, I haven't even felt like posting on Facebook. Does Facebook make everyone a writer?
I remember this man I saw for a while and he ended up committing arson for a second time. He was also married. He was very uneducated and the teacher in me couldn't stand the misspellings in his emails. After he got out of prison, he tried to contact me again, not knowing that I knew he had committed arson, stolen from his grandmother 20k and was abusive to a miniature donkey.
It makes me sad and scared to have been around a person like him.
A man can cause tooth decay who is abusive towards you because you don't want to take care of basic hygiene when you are being battered.
I've had writer's block for a while, well, as far as blogging and working on my novel. I do not have a problem writing emails but, for instance, I haven't even felt like posting on Facebook. Does Facebook make everyone a writer?
I remember this man I saw for a while and he ended up committing arson for a second time. He was also married. He was very uneducated and the teacher in me couldn't stand the misspellings in his emails. After he got out of prison, he tried to contact me again, not knowing that I knew he had committed arson, stolen from his grandmother 20k and was abusive to a miniature donkey.
It makes me sad and scared to have been around a person like him.
A man can cause tooth decay who is abusive towards you because you don't want to take care of basic hygiene when you are being battered.
Does Lithium Cause Tooth Decay
Sometimes, we miss other people. It is hard to realize that you may never see a certain person again in this lifetime. I think about that alot, the people who have come and gone in my life.
There are certain things with bipolar disorder that you just have to live with. I think it is important to realize just exactly what the word disabled means. When I resigned from teaching, the California State Teachers' Retirement System found me semi-disabled, semi-permanent and semi-retired. I had to figure out exactly for myself what this meant. I think it means that I can still work, just not really full time teaching again. It is like losing a person in your life, to lose a career path. Seeds of what you learned and how you performed at school and work, follow you your entire life. It is possible that a life path is bending and turning in a new direction but who you are in the core of your being remains the same. All life is valuable.
There are certain things with bipolar disorder that you just have to live with. I think it is important to realize just exactly what the word disabled means. When I resigned from teaching, the California State Teachers' Retirement System found me semi-disabled, semi-permanent and semi-retired. I had to figure out exactly for myself what this meant. I think it means that I can still work, just not really full time teaching again. It is like losing a person in your life, to lose a career path. Seeds of what you learned and how you performed at school and work, follow you your entire life. It is possible that a life path is bending and turning in a new direction but who you are in the core of your being remains the same. All life is valuable.
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